Letter to Heaven

Dear,heaven...

Today, it's been 3 years since you're gone.

 3 years. I still feel you’re here. I (choose to) believe that you’re still here.

And I still miss you every day.

Life is so hard since you’re gone.

I don’t like F1 like I used to be. I don’t like to watch football match anymore.

And I still met few (not good) men.

To find a man like you was so hard,Dad.

I haven’t met him yet.

WHY?It has to be that hard,Dad?

I don’t even know what love is.

Sometimes I refuse to believe there’s still love around me.

Sometimes I feel like I have (no) love..

There’s one question I really want to ask,dad:

“Have I ever make you proud?”

Having a brother and sister like them was so hard.

They’re great.

They have a great job, have a great education, have a great life.

Me?

I’m just no one. People only want to talk with them,not me.

Like I was invisible to them.

“Have I ever make you proud?”

I’m trying to be everyday,Dad.

Just give me a time.

Trust me I did my best.

Sorry, if I never make you proud.

Sorry, for sometimes I’ve been so weak.

I promise to be stronger, but please always beside me even when the dark cloud is around me.

I hope  you can give me your answer.

I know you can read my letter.

I know you’re happy up there.

But,yeah..I will be a daddy’s apple

No matter how old I am.

No matter how big I am.

I still miss you.

I just wanna hugs you tonight.Once again

Reality

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What is reality? Dr. Daniel Pierce (in Perception tv series) said “Reality is fragmen of your imagination”

We have to deal it everyday

We always preapare ourself to be strong

We did everything to be,

But in the end, it can always shocking us

No matter how much we think we’re ready

Fairy Tale Killer

link: www.anthonybloch.com

Remember how our parents used to read us some great fairy tales?
I dunno if parents these days still did this.
But, my mom did, she read all the fairy tailes that her children wants to hear (or read).

Many experts said that if parents did the story telling, it will effect the children in the future. Most children will love to read a book cause their parents did so.

link; www.ncbf.org.uk

This princesses are very familiar to us. They're just some of the great fairy tale characters.

It's true that most (I think all) of the fairy tales has the happy ending.

Many children(especially girls) will love it. They always wondering as if they were the princess. What a great escape from the real life.









I always believe in the great and happy ending of each stories. But as I grew older, many books I've been read. and I started to know this two men.

 

The Brothers Grimm

They were German  academics, linguists, cultural researchers, lexicographers and authors who together collected and published folklore or fairy tales.

They have their own side story about fairy tales.
 I'll write the ending of two famous fairy tales in their version:

1. Cinderella

" When the wedding with the King's son had to be celebrated, the two false sisters came and wanted to get into favour wtih Cinderella and share her good fortune. When  the betrothed couple went to church, the elder was at the right side and the younger at the left, and the pigeons pecked out one eye of each of them. Afterwards, as they came back, the elder was at the left, and the younger at the right, and then the pigeons pecked out the other eye of each. And thus, for their wickedness and falsehood, they were punished with blindness as long as they lived'

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2. Snow-White and the Seven Dwarfs

"Then then the wicked women uttered a curse, and was so wretched, so uttery wretched, that she knew not what to do. At first, she would not go to the wedding at all, but she had no peace, and must go to see the young Queen. And when she knew Snow-White; and she stood still with rage and fear, and could not stir. But iron slippers had already put upon the fire, and they were bought in with tongs, and set before her. Then she was forced to put on the red-hot shoes, and dance untill she dropped down dead"

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feel  shock with how the story end?
Yeah, I feel the same way too :D:D (at first)

 They collect and write their (version) fairy tales based on what the people said (witness said).
*The important thing you should remember that they were collectors, not authors of the tales

although the majority of which were not intended as children's tales. Deeply concerned by the content of some of the tales. The brothers added an introduction with cautionary advice that parents steer children toward age-appropriate stories


We should say thank you to the brothers Grimm to gives the new perspective of fairy tales.
 
 Things we learn from the brothers Grimm's fairy tales is :

" We do need the " fairy tale killer" inside of us, it can always reminds us that no matther how great the fairy tales, IT'S just a fantasy. We didn't live in fantasy, we live in the real world. Where something may not as good as it seems. Open up your eyes and face the real world"

Unconditional Hate

link: www.wattpad.com

Unconditional (adj) : Without conditions or limit

Mostly we heard the phrase "Unconditional Love"
since, there always two sides of everything, if unconditional love does exist, so does with unconditional hate,  right?

well, at least that's on my mind right now.

link; www.camarshall.com

We can hate someone with very simple reasons:

1. Hate someone cause they can not fulfill their promises
2. Cause they smoking in front of you
3. Cause their bad attitudes
4. Cause their shallow minds
and many more..

 You can hate people because you HATE them.
As simple as that

Guilty Pleasure

Everybody has their own guilty pleasure, right?
and this is my guilty pleasure..
*my face turn into red*

1. Sm*sh
I don't like this boyband #notoffense , don't like their styles. But still when I sing their song I got the higher score: I got 99 (-___-)


2. Shirley Temple
No...this is NOT a drink!

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What I mean is an actress.
Shirley Temple is my fave actress, I always watch her movies when I was a kid.

I love her curly hair and her great acting:)
I remember never missed her movies everyday

3. Gone with the wind

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This is one of my fave movie of all time and yes it's another classic movie (I think I have my "old soul" in me). :D
Written by Margaret Mitchell in 1939.













4. Nyam Nyam

 
 I used to eat this.I had a flashback when I saw it in the market. So, I bought it:3

A simple snack is like a time machine. It can brings you to the good  old time:D










5. Where's Wally?

Wally (or also known as Waldo in US an Canada). Wally's distinctive red-and-white-striped shirt, bobble hat, and glasses. All we have to do is to find him hidden in the group.

telegraph.co.uk

 << Try to find him.It's quite challenging :D

I am superhero

this entry is inspired by the documentary movie that I've watch few months ago,
called "Superhero".

Alot of things that  transform them into superhero. One of them said he just want to help the cops to get rid of the criminals (although the cops has warn them that is very very dangerous).

I do remember some of them : Vigilante Spider, Professor Midnight, Mr. Extreme, Zimmer, Zetaman, Lucio, Insignis, Z, Fool King, Super hero, Symbiote

And they do have their own costumes as signature.
Not like the "ordinary" superhero (their unreal) this superhero are real!

They have their league and helping the homeless people: give them food, blanket, etc.
For the homeless people, they are they true hero. Some of them even know their name.

But the first thing came up in my mind was

" Do we really have to do that?Do we have to go that  far?"

If you want to help someone..do you have to have you own costumes? have your own gun?
 You can be a superhero with your own way. You don't have to be as strong as Superman, Batman or Spiderman.

" It's not a costume that makes you superhero, but  things you do makes you superhero" - Mr. Extreme-

Happy Rainbow Day 2.0

another day..another surprise  from SSC 10.
although it was late, I still love it.
thank you..it's one of my fave gift :3

The birhtday gift

The birthday card

                       

They even ask my friends to sign the card